Love & Understanding

"Naked came I into the world, and naked must I go out."---Cervantes

I feel sad and desperated when I read it. But sometimes it is the answer to my loneliness. Alone came I into the world, and alone must I go out. solitude it is the real primitive situation a man has.

Is there really someone, someone who knows you, and therefore attend to you carefully. He might love trully you, but rarely understand you. Either do you. Is understanding more valuable than loved, based on the logic?

People need love and understanding to survive. If you don't understand me, do you know how to love me? You understand me, but you don't love me, what of it?

Parents, lovers, friends...I am grateful, I cherish and suffer sometimes.

When I wake up from a nap

When I wake up from the nap today, I feel plunged into a grey world.

I review Francais, and I can't help worrying my new hair-style. I keep roll it with my finger, still annoyed about the duration of the curly hair. When I'm unhappy, everything is imperfect, and imperfection looks hideous. I'm just solicitous and can't relieve.

I'm demanding myself to utilize time wisely. But I'm contrite over no attainment. And fear that I fail to prepare myself for job-haunting after graduation.

Since I didn't have a nightmare during the nap, how come I have nightmare after I rise? This happen many times.

At the end, I create my second blog, to write down unhappiness in English. Same mood when first blog created.

God bless Ava.